(hope) this dream (come true)

10 tahun lagi kamu akan seperti apa?
aku bakal jadi orang sukses (jawaban basi!!!) 
aku akan punya kerjaan tetap sebagai PNS tapi punya pekerjaan sampingan  sebagai ilustrator buku anak yang handal seperti Mbak Gina.  
(soalnya bosku, Pak So, bilang jadi PNS gajinya itu kecil tapi punya waktu buat pekerjaan sampingan. jadi kalo nanti aku punya kerjaan sampingan jangan protes ya Pak Bos. Ojo Nesu...wkwkwkwk)

Kenapa pilih ilustrator buku anak sebagai kerjaan sampingan?
karena aku suka. it's cliche. 
aku pingin anak-anak punya buku bacaan yang bermutu dan murah (karena tontonan yang ada di tv banyak nggak mutunya & buku anak yang bermutu itu mahal). 

Kenapa bisa mahal?
entah lah. mungkin karena sang kreator ingin dihargai. 
tapi menurut aku ingin dihargai tidak lantas menjadikan harga buku menjadi mahal. (kalau saya) kreator akan lebih merasa dihargai jika buku itu bisa dibaca oleh lebih banyak orang, dari berbagai kalangan. sehingga lebih banyak manfaatnya yang bisa diambil. 


Aku harap mimpi ini terwujud dalam waktu dekat...Amin.

day dreaming

hidup itu menyenangkan jika kita merasa demikian

bagaimana jika tiba-tiba hidup kita tiba-tiba berubah 180 derajat???

mari kita berandai-andai...

Andai a..a..a...ku punya rumah gedong...
hmm...enak kali...
banyak kamarnya...bisa aku kos-in per bulan (mmm...) 1juta...hahaha 

Andai a..a..a..ku punya mobil mewah
mobil mewah apaan nih?aku maunya ferrari...warna merah nge-JRENG...biar tambah keren

Andai a..a..a..ku punya duit buanyaaak! jumlah ratusan milyar
kalo sebanyak itu aku mau berhenti kerja terus traveling keliling Indonesia. abis gitu lanjut traveling keliling dunia. cari tempat yang indah-indah. difotoin. 
lanjut....
kalo punya duit sebanyak itu aku mau buka banyak usaha mulai dari toko kue, penerbit buku anak (aku yang bikin gambarnya), usaha buat mainan mendidik dari kain flanel, creative stuff...bukain papaku restoran, bukain mamaku perusahaan laundry, bukain mbakku apotek obat tradisional...trus bisa ngerekrut karyawan yang banyak supaya pengangguran menipis. 

Andai a..a..a..a..a..a..a..a..a..a..a..a SEMUANYA JADI KENYATAAN

i'm SHOCK

it's almost a nightmare
yeah..it is.

i never think i'll face the law. i don't want too.
but today i almost face it.

the cronology...

my boss want me to help in PPID. i agree although i know nothing (hey, i can't refuse him. he's my boss).
several days it's still fine and then they start request me to attend PPID meeting. you know what? this meeting should be attend by chief because it's explain everything about how to run PPID in our office. how to transparent all information, especially the budget.

one day, there's a NGOs asked us to sent our budget program and its report. they need it to monitor the government and the organization around it.
but our finance head chief (wadir um) don't want to give it. OH MY GOD!!!
so, my boss asked me to sent the reply message via email and requested them (NGOs) to fill the form of request for information including their identity proof.
they reply our email and fill the form but not attached their identity proof. so, my boss asked PPID head chief (Ka.TU) to sent reply (again) but this time via post.

day after day passed...but the NGOs never reply our message. until one day...

we've got a letter to attend mediation of dispute session in Information Commission. JDARRR!!!

i'm very shock!!!
i feel like it's the end of my carreer.

then I go with my other boss (Kasub. Perundtib) and bring some document and some brave that we're not wrong.
after doing some argument, the NGOs asked the mediator some question about sending the dispute letter.
fortunately, they agree that they're wrong. they are not follow procedure (they doesn't give their identity) so they agree to resend their request.

thanks God...it's almost...

but what i should learned from this...is that i must to keep all document (include post sending proof). because the NGOs do this.

FIGHTING!!!